I
obumneke okeke kosisochukwu C.A want to use this my birthday date been
the 7th day of april to thank God for keeping me alive in the land of
the living, and for sparing my life from a near death experience when I
was 9 #3rd Degree fire burns.
It wasn't easy from the start but God kept me, I never knew that someday I will be here addressing people, and also been a solution for peoples life issues.
Not because am learned, smart, intelligent or also a psychologist but I guess its because its destined to be.
I made through a year in the hospital after lots of life threating condition and later on in life through surgical knives you too can make it just keep up with your faith.
I am not really a prayerful person or church goer but God in his infinite mercy kept me but I kept asking myself a lot of people go through less what I have been through and they die at start, but I went through all and survied by his grace, does it mean our graces are different? Faith different? Fate different? Gods purpose differnt? But good God created us in his image?
Now I am trying to know why God kept me and was there and never left?
Now I have gone through my child hood memmories and found out something, I saw Dad cried the first time in my life that night I was in flames like ghost rider yeah got you but actully it was true my dear but that's all my stories now I know you got yours and you have a whole lot of questions you want an answer to but it seems its not forth coming trust me someday you will.
I remember when mum broke all the eggs in the crates on my body that night and on the process of tearing my pygamas that was on flames she got a 1 & 2 degree burns on her left arm and both legs and we both we treated close to same bed wow mum #thats motherly love oooooo.
When I was discharged after a year my lil sis said kosy you look like white lol you can't be kidding me.
Worst part was I remembered when my friends left me then I decied to go in search for friends jeeez I found none you need to see reasons dear,
Your too fragile
You don't know whatsup but wait a second what's there?
You have scars
Some can be so bold to say I don't like you
I pity you
Don't worry you will find someone better
A whole lot of blah blah blah
Dear let me not lie sha, it affected me like loosing network on my phone or using andriod with no data plan,
I felt I have to live the life of pity
The life of been a loner
It killed me slowly like mad
I almost died of self pity
Rejection it really kills faster than ebola virus
But I didn't know how this transformation started, I talked to people I feel like to talk to and you don't want to hold a convo with me I will walk out cool and you want to? Wow that's when you will see the fun bottled in me and inspiring words and advice I can render to you.
Why am I saying all this on my birthday? Really
I found a new focus in life
I want to help those like me,
I want to help people believe in themselves,
I want to be that friend you talk to,
I want to be that close friend you never had,
I want to be that joker that will transform your story,
And I want you to believe you can still survive and be yourself.
I want to tell you finally your story can inspire a soul some where don't be scared to share it! Its part of your struggle!!
Never you reject your self , accepting yourself is the first step to cure.
It wasn't easy from the start but God kept me, I never knew that someday I will be here addressing people, and also been a solution for peoples life issues.
Not because am learned, smart, intelligent or also a psychologist but I guess its because its destined to be.
I made through a year in the hospital after lots of life threating condition and later on in life through surgical knives you too can make it just keep up with your faith.
I am not really a prayerful person or church goer but God in his infinite mercy kept me but I kept asking myself a lot of people go through less what I have been through and they die at start, but I went through all and survied by his grace, does it mean our graces are different? Faith different? Fate different? Gods purpose differnt? But good God created us in his image?
Now I am trying to know why God kept me and was there and never left?
Now I have gone through my child hood memmories and found out something, I saw Dad cried the first time in my life that night I was in flames like ghost rider yeah got you but actully it was true my dear but that's all my stories now I know you got yours and you have a whole lot of questions you want an answer to but it seems its not forth coming trust me someday you will.
I remember when mum broke all the eggs in the crates on my body that night and on the process of tearing my pygamas that was on flames she got a 1 & 2 degree burns on her left arm and both legs and we both we treated close to same bed wow mum #thats motherly love oooooo.
When I was discharged after a year my lil sis said kosy you look like white lol you can't be kidding me.
Worst part was I remembered when my friends left me then I decied to go in search for friends jeeez I found none you need to see reasons dear,
Your too fragile
You don't know whatsup but wait a second what's there?
You have scars
Some can be so bold to say I don't like you
I pity you
Don't worry you will find someone better
A whole lot of blah blah blah
Dear let me not lie sha, it affected me like loosing network on my phone or using andriod with no data plan,
I felt I have to live the life of pity
The life of been a loner
It killed me slowly like mad
I almost died of self pity
Rejection it really kills faster than ebola virus
But I didn't know how this transformation started, I talked to people I feel like to talk to and you don't want to hold a convo with me I will walk out cool and you want to? Wow that's when you will see the fun bottled in me and inspiring words and advice I can render to you.
Why am I saying all this on my birthday? Really
I found a new focus in life
I want to help those like me,
I want to help people believe in themselves,
I want to be that friend you talk to,
I want to be that close friend you never had,
I want to be that joker that will transform your story,
And I want you to believe you can still survive and be yourself.
I want to tell you finally your story can inspire a soul some where don't be scared to share it! Its part of your struggle!!
Never you reject your self , accepting yourself is the first step to cure.
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