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THIS LIFE.




Sometimes in life we do ask ourselves, what are we going to do with this life?
Sometimes in life we do ask ourselves, what are we going to do with this life?
Sometimes in life we do ask ourselves, how do we get into this drama called life?
Sometimes in life we do ask ourselves, how do we cope with all these hurts?
Sometimes in life we do ask ourselves, how do we cope with all these lacks & wants?
Sometimes in life we do ask ourselves, how do we cope with this feeling that comes with love & hates?
Sometimes in life we do ask ourselves, how do we manage our times?
Sometimes in life we do ask ourselves, how often do we human’s try’s to survive?
Sometimes in life we do ask ourselves, what is that life after Death, being it Heaven or Hell?
Sometimes in life we do ask ourselves, do God still see’s and watches over us? For we Christians, do that external being we believe in still watches over us? For non Christians.
In all these few questions we still don’t have a clear view about life!!!!!!!!!!!.
The rich cry’s, while the poor laments.
I ask once again what’s the definition of life is. I still don’t believe the Dictionary or Wikipedia’s definition they both seems parallel with what I live day to day.
Now I guess life is what happens when we are so busy doing our day to day activities such as House chores, Office chores, Driving, Cooking, Swimming, Partying, Laughing, Gisting name them.
Now you see that’s the full meaning of life, but to scholars they would say “you (YOU as a singular) have been giving this life, because you are strong enough to live it”.
Now let me ask you an un-frequently asked question, ARE YOU LIVING THIS LIFE? Or DO YOU JUST EXIST IN THIS LIFE?
Just don’t answer probably because you know and understand English, just let it sink in now you can then answer?
All my life I never did taught I can be different, make an impact in peoples life I did underestimate myself saying I will never do better, am not better than anyone and basically I can never compete with none, it was a lone life for me.
I did dragged my abilities to the mud I let people pity me and instead of picking up I pitied myself too as well.
I don’t talk publicly not because am shy but because I had low self esteem of myself, I don’t really talk In class even when I don’t understand what the lectures is saying I just stay mute.  I tend to be friends to anyone that did pity irrespective of the person personality, I had no real friends because I was scared of hurts I only had was that I had burns scars when I was 9, I can walk, smile, dance, swim, drive etc I don’t need supportive aid to do so I didn’t see all those I only was so blind to see that.
It did kept me locked down for years and I never did better. That’s all I see with lives view but even still can this just define life? Life is just a whole complex.
Life differs but at the end of your own life’s definition just try as much as you possibly can and build a good relationship with your fellow man, love all, forgive all, and make sure you bear no grudges.
Bottom line: Always appreciate life the little you can and thereby you can be able to make a big difference. Wake up, bounce out from that bed and say to you, today I going to make it more than yesterday and say to God a big thank you.

































































































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