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GROWING UP TO GUILT 2

Now I continue by saying…. I know you have/had taught on what is this guy going to write about again well I just write the truth of what I think it’s really going on.
Can you be able to recall growing up you don’t really have to think about anything I mean everything is all covered by mum, dad or both. 
Why do growing up have to come with lots of responsibilities?
Why does it? Nobody to say hey you do this and hey you don’t do that? It’s you and your life, your choice. 
Is this a curse I know that everybody has to live up, grow up and so but at the end face one life situation either good or bad and the end make a meaning out of it.
Setting a goal and mostly not everyone seems to accomplish it; some dies some lives some got stuck knowingly or unknowingly. Yet it’s part of growing up.
I did think I got my life all planned out, wanted to study engineering and work at oil company yeah (dreams are free but hustle are sold separately). Chemistry, physics lol not my thing.
 Had to enter Computer sc. & info tech for 2 years, estate mang 1 year but here I am doing good as a clinical psychology student didn’t know how I ended here but I did end here and it seems like my inner being is out doing some good works and am not proud of myself but kayobum readers are proud of all my articles and share their views to make me understand lots in this little world. 
The term GUILT is this work is when we embrace the real world and can be able to live up to the actions we bring forth in our life.
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