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Kosy C Ward

Sure we do look alike before the incident, now was promoted to jss2 and I did followed my set.

Lots of attention I get just because of the scars, but as a young growing kid I didn't feel it so much some said I was naturally strong, some did say it's genetics but finally I knew it was God that gave me all those strengths to carry on.

I tried so hard to fit in, running around, playing, football, table tennis wasn't taking.

Even the commonest play named nailing(ikpo ntu) they didn't take.

Sometimes back then my close friends would be playing football and when I want to join they would say they are tried and would not be playing again, I would leave happily just to turn back and see them playing football again.

Some would be talking about there relationships with Ado, federal, QRC, Anglican etc girls I would be like a lone ranger.

Sometimes would come to school with a clean white and the bandages would be soaked with blood from the wounds.

I was so energetic, vibrant, but later I started d-assocating my self from my mates.

I always begged them to fit in into there cliques still wasn't taken.

It was indeed a hell of a life then, home wasn't that so cool none to really share my deeply thoughts with.

This life I didn't choose for myself,
I became so angry with myself
I became some angry with God.

Sometimes going through the street's people be saying sorry nna, biko kedu ife melu gi?
Going to the church people will be looking at me like I fell out of heaven.

I did loose myself, I became like the sorry I would always hear from people.
I guess that time I should have visited a psychiatric because my personality was zeroed down.

To be continued. ............
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