Someone read my last post and said what I wrote was good how do I come about it?
Really am not too old but I do think like those of old, lol am a new generation kind of guy, but I always have it in me to think much.
Well my confession!
After having this outstanding scars on my body I realized I could not change it, I realized I was just 9 years, I realized that a lot of people were scared of how I look, I realized I could not begin to go into every ones mind tell them hey am a good kid just scares challenged, It was not easy for me to go on, I personally de tested myself, but the love of my mother was too strong.
I taught I needed another soul who can understand really it was not easy, I tried lots of time to get joy from others but my mental abilities and cognitions was too small to carry me.
Then I grew old at 10 that was what saved me, all I wanted was to go out with my peers catch fun, gist, play football, chase girls....... But it wasn't for a man I grew Into but for guys.
So I tried to be myself and it was very hard, but am happy that it was worth it. I made friends with older people, both male & female.
I started learning from them how to be persistent, how to be stable, know what you want and forge ahead.
Self love, acceptance, and contentment are some good attributes that can make you feel better. When you accept yourself and your not arrogant about it you will go higher and self respect is very good, but moving with goal directed or dedicated people, I call it bae because its awesome.
I actually did not like myself but now having been through some lifes challenging times honey am bae, am the proof that God answers prayers
Really am not too old but I do think like those of old, lol am a new generation kind of guy, but I always have it in me to think much.
Well my confession!
After having this outstanding scars on my body I realized I could not change it, I realized I was just 9 years, I realized that a lot of people were scared of how I look, I realized I could not begin to go into every ones mind tell them hey am a good kid just scares challenged, It was not easy for me to go on, I personally de tested myself, but the love of my mother was too strong.
I taught I needed another soul who can understand really it was not easy, I tried lots of time to get joy from others but my mental abilities and cognitions was too small to carry me.
Then I grew old at 10 that was what saved me, all I wanted was to go out with my peers catch fun, gist, play football, chase girls....... But it wasn't for a man I grew Into but for guys.
So I tried to be myself and it was very hard, but am happy that it was worth it. I made friends with older people, both male & female.
I started learning from them how to be persistent, how to be stable, know what you want and forge ahead.
Self love, acceptance, and contentment are some good attributes that can make you feel better. When you accept yourself and your not arrogant about it you will go higher and self respect is very good, but moving with goal directed or dedicated people, I call it bae because its awesome.
I actually did not like myself but now having been through some lifes challenging times honey am bae, am the proof that God answers prayers
To be continued,
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