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Knocking on realities of life 2

Now I think you do have a mental picture of how I felt growing up.
Some people you sometimes hang around, yab, gist with, condemn, talk less, talk more, talk down might really be passing through a lot without you knowing.
Sometimes people do drugs, alcohol, and make 250 – 300 mph just because they are trying to get out of one psychological problem or another.
Sometimes some of us brag or talk about going to the motherless babies that they are now good people oh really? Am not saying its bad but have tried going to a psychologically challenged or therapeutic centers? You will see that indeed God is a good God.
You see cases like Autism, retarded memories, Down syndrome, speech impairment .
Can I ask you a question?
Have you ever lost something you know you within yourself you kept in your home? Just because you can remember were you kept it?
Have you ever forgotten you mailing, facebook, passwords etc? just because you don’t seem to remember if you used uppercase or numbering?
I CAN ASK YOU LOTS & LOTS OF QUESTIONS.
But have you ever wondered about people like you &  me that cannot be able to form new memories not talking about clinging to old memories just because that cant form memories at all, because of their psychological in ability to form one.
Yet someone in confidence will approach you, tell you things about him/her, just at a slight mis understanding h/her secrets goes viral because you can be able to form both long / short terms of memories.
Ah ah, I talk too much lol but it’s the truth na #in funke akindeles voice #jenva’s diary……………….
While writing the just concluded unizik psychology department degree examininations the only thoughts that was lingering in my mind was what next where do I go from here, job opening, interviews, settling down, having a home, growing kids, fending for my family etc.
How do I get started? Where do I start? How do I need to get started?.
This I reality…………………
Bottom line: GOD gave life because we are strong to live it, and not forgetting we account too for it. Life is a gift.
Don’t break someone’s trust for talking to you, always listen.
To be continued,
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