A lot of blogs carried me,
A lot of people added me,
I tried finding HER.
A lot shared my Post's,
A lot called me up and said thank you,
A lot said you are doing better, went to few youth summit's,
My class guys in DMGS added me and said guy what happened your looking better how is life? We see spider but we don't see you!
A lot of stressed inducement that had my BP elevated,
Met lots of my Facebook friend's, hanged out with few of them, took selfies too.
A lot evaluated me and said I can still do better,
Met another surviving burns patient am happy for her,
A lot people wrote to me to know how I have decided to scale through in life's struggle,
But they don't know what it took me to get to the spotlight,
2005/6/7/8/9-11, I struggled to have friends, someone to talk to I registered myself in all social app site and so on even bbm messenger but none worked.
Picture talking to someone on bbm and the next thing upload your dp and once its done wtf where you? Who are you ?And as you are trying to explain you get yourself deleted and blocked, I had friends I don't go out or seeing together with. It was indeed a cold time of my life.
Don't come and tell me family is enough !!! Its never enough and will never be enough ( family where parents choose the kid to be proud of and the one not to be can it be enough)?
Am not angry nor feeling down nor need your comments I don't. Not to be rude I write things a lot of people go through all day and some at some point loose there lifes.
Not everyone that calls you up with pet Names loves you, trust me nothing is real no more just few, dear parents don't be shocked that those ones you think that will see you through old age are the ones God gave the heart to do so, things change kids change too remember that.
I have seen the worse, being through physical pains
Am crazy.
Am outspoken
Am not intelligent but you can't beat my smartness.
Alot of people I admire but we are walls apart.
I write for people that have emotional scars that we cannot see, those that are abused by words they hear everyday, those that are shattered emotionally, those that are already giving up on life.
Take a look at me,
My face n arm scares alot away from me for half of my life but now my face is my story, my tattoo, my mascara, my nude gloss and my second chance to inspire you today.
I have being through trauma, psychological, biological, and otherwise. But that in me kept saying we got to be alright..
Am admired by lots but I run off from them cos they don't know me, they just see me, what if I wasn't at the spotlight will you walk boldly with me? Take me as yours? Take a selfie and say hey Kay is my friend, hell no you won't rather side talks will win the space you think you have for me, would you write to me I love you if am not know ? Don't lie to me!
I know I couldn't do more changes in people's life so I decided to love me.
Pearl she's a good woman she always said you will do better your looks means nothing am a nurse I have seen people go through 3rd degree burns yet the die but you made it , God has a reason for everyone its just for you to figure it out and she said not all loves the Kay few are just empathic so you have got to do your best am let nothing weigh you down.
Like I always say LOVE YOURS 💯 FORCE NOTHING.
Kay❤
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