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I care about you, who ment it?

Hey, remember I care about you!

No doubts you really care about me?

Oh! I forgot to say thank you. I'm so happy that you care about me,

I was marveled to get this comment from you!

Do you know what care, affection, love, attention is all about? I'm lost, tell me! I'm a psychologist yea, but I also want to learn from you.

Yes, for some times I know I was losing intrest in things that used to make me happy. I was always there for you, I made you feel fulfilled despite you were far away from me. I remember you saying one day I will write about you and how you made me feel.

Care about me, was that comments you put up on my posts? Really was it?

Was that moments you had issues with your finances, psychological, and needed a true person that wouldn’t judge or question you and I gave you all you needed. Was it the care you said you have for me?

You know life's good when you can always be true to yourself. I'm not saying you should be true to me.

Well, you wrote those comments for some to actually go through your profile? To make externals think we are so cool? Was it just to get attention? Theirs or mine?

I have given a lot for you, what have you given in for me? Now tell me what is it you have?

For those moments  that you have not seen me, heard from me, or have not seen my posts. Oh yes! have you ever tried to say what's up with you? Where are you? Are you alive? Can we have dinner or lunch? Or hey Kay where are you, I know you may say NO but I want to fly down and see you and check up on you, hey lets just discuss nothing,  that job you are looking out for, have you seen it? Or I have something for you etc

But hell no you will not say it. mbanu!

I'm having a perfect life, yes oo he's problem free, oh him? He's so attitudtional.

Yes, Its not only you that have this thought, some already have judged me before even having a chance to get to meet, chat, gist, with me. That’s perceived perception, I know about thag. I take time to go through all the comments and I comment them all, reason> everyone deserves a right to be replied, loved, and understood.

You know I have thousands of requests here but the fact still remains I typically reply in secs.

Nobody cares about what you are going through but once you loose it, they would say, 'heya, what's wrongs? He/she should have opened up.'  But wait to who YOU? Hahahahaha! who are you? Judge of character or what? 

Here people see people as profiles/competitors , but I see people beyond that. Reason best known to me, I have helped a lot of people here without second thought. Helped a lot build their image, self-esteem, relationships etc.

But some still turned, hated, criticized,got over board on me because we can’t have ourselves either way.

Why am I so reserved for sometimes times now, not talking, posting?

I am using myself as test subject in my follow up posts coming later after this post.

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