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I understand YOU.

To that one out there.

I write to you today,

I know you have been waiting for someone to write about you.

Yes you are home all day, you  do all the washing, cleaning, tidying up, go shopping and all, yet you don’t feel appreciated and you think you are redeeming yourself from past experiences. You think you have cursed your family or your destiny.

Your siblings are far from home, you think you're worse than them. They are  doing better than you, the path you took, course you read seems it cannot find you a footing into the society, now you are giving up. That your ambition has been messed, your visions lost and all your dreams seems far from you.

I write to you today,

All those learning processes you are going through are not in vain. You think your vision is lost and at the end of each day the door of frustration widens towards your thoughts.

You don’t talk much in discussions, you hardly talk In family meetings as well, because you feel you've let yourself and family down and you don’t want to be mocked.  Your siblings are all doing well, you don’t know who you are no more from the rest, you tend to ask questions, and your mind goes through a lot. What time are you using? Why can’t they understand that all you are doing is for the goal of the family.

Why is everything so institutionalized?

When will you get attention? When will you be cared for? Each time you say hey I'm tired, I need a break. Can I do it tomorrow? Damn, you are labeled as bad, abusive words are thrown at you,  you have walked for miles and when your friends call, you lie to them and say you're exercising yet you're smiling and suffering,  lots of labor you go through.

I write to you today

I know you have been looking for someone that will see beyond the fake smiles, the smilies you send, the snapchat filters,

The applied Mac and Zara collections, someone that wouldn’t judge, someone that has been through that processes in life either actively or passively, someone that will not despise you, someone that will believe you.

I UNDERSTAND…
Kay♥

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