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Committed SUICIDE!!

Those that committed suicide, what if they were peaceful people? What if they are tired of explaining themselves?
My thoughts as I write.
Suicide is a psychological issue that has to do with a persons psych. It can also be said to be a psychological disturbance, and it has levels.
Suicide is the act of INTENTIONALLY causing oneself own DEATH.  Some suicides are impulsive acts due to STRESS such as from FINANCIAL DIFFICULTIES, TROUBLES WITH RELATIONSHIPS, BULLYING etc.
modes: HANGING, POISONING, FIREARMS etc
Modes of curing: LIMITING ACCESS TO METHODS OF SUICIDE, TREATING MENTAL DISORDERS etc.”
Now, this is what we see as defining modes of suicide.
A lot of us might have seen people, both rich and famous all of a sudden die from suicide.
The lead singer “Linkin Park”?
Those we aspire to be like?
Those we would one day buy a ticket just to snap with? because of how they inspire us!
Those we would want to break protocol to wangle through the crowd just to get an autograph from first hand?
All of a sudden dies of suicide!
Now,
Have you wondered why these happen?
They are influential.
They are those that make us, we watch them and aspire one day to be like them.
Every day people go through rough patches, some open up some don’t.
Life!
Life has a standard for everyone. Once you are at a certain height, you are not expected to do this, to  do that, and some would try so hard to adjust to it, living in the shadows who really or actually are or would love to be.
We are in the era when if you want to marry you have to be dressing suit ‘n’ tie, shaved hairs, wear nice perfumes, talk responsibly, laugh even if you’re sad, express your self in the dark don’t bring it to the light, you have an issue, deal with it yourself.
In fact you have to be perfect.
Life!
Life has taught us, that once you are seen on one or two newsfeeds or blogs, you are famous and a celebrity.
Your expectations have increased, you have to dress top notch, you have to be driving a nice car, live in a nice house, your family history to be exemplary for others to learn from.
You’re expected to be king of queens, or other way, queen of kings. Your inbox will be filled with messages, your schedule must be tight, you must be using a good phone and best of laptops.
You should be throwing parties and inviting lots of people.
Above all, YOU MUST BE CUTE, GOOD IN BED, DO DRUGS, SMOKE WEED, BE WILD, BE MAD for some, BE A WOMAN BEATER for those that like it, and finally, don’t BE YOU.
Despite all these, you will still be judged that you are not good enough, you don’t know who you love and who loves you right back.
Life!
Has taught us that once you are out there, you must live up to the standards of competition for some. Once they say you’re famous, you are problem free.
Life!
They don’t know you’re human,
you are bound to mistakes,
that you can change,
that you still don’t have all things in check,
That you you are scared of the highs or the lows,
That Anxiety deals with you,
That you sometimes drink to beat Depression,
That you don’t know and don’t have who to open to.

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